I have this rage building up inside, I have to let it go

All I see is tunnel vision...

I used to see the world you know

Now all i see is what was hidden

This ball behind my sternum starts off so small

It started gaining momentum when you gave me that one little push

The push started something you couldn't finish

That push was so powerful

I almost believed it was physical

Meanwhile all you said was "Sorry"

My spine started to heat

Right then I knew

This was going to be something I could not beat

This monster inside me jumped up and down

He pushed and pulled and grew...

Bigger and faster, with speeds over 100 MPH

I closed my eyes and let him go

This monster said some bad things

This monster broke somethings

This monster hurt somethings

This monster did not belong

He was too strong

Everything was wrong

I asked you to stop, you were just ignorant

You don't listen, that's not significant

You never did

Will you ever start?

The only person you're hurting is you

You keep breaking your own heart

My heart can't be broken again

It is cemented in a mosaic style

Now its driven with the anger of a bull

Much more different than who I used to be

This power inside me feels so good

But its just not me

As I finally gain control

I'm staying on heavy patrol

For now he lies in his cage

Until his next show

Do I really want him to go?

By: Me